Redeeming my CSR soul

Well, I broke down and decided to reapply at The Company Store. But, in order to work there again I have to fill out a "reconsideration form". Could I feel any more degraded ? So, here is what I wrote.
"Dear Michelle Wilcox,

My name is Aaron Williams, and I am applying for re-hire consideration at The Company Store. I have worked at The Company Store three separate times throughout the past 10 years. The last time being the fall and spring of 2005-2006. I worked on Chris Utecht's team, and enjoyed great success with sales. I was one of the top on the team for sales, and attended every team meeting. The reason for my being let go was for attendance issues. I was sick twice during my tenure, and late a few times. This resulted in my exhausting of employee attendance points. At the time of my employment, I had an unstable living situation. My roomates were very disruptive, and ended up leaving me with trying to pay for the whole rent, and find suitable replacements for them. I also did not have a reliable means of transportation. My van was in a constant state of disrepair, and I did not have a bike. This did not bode well for my work production. All of these factors made it for a very tumultous attendance record.
The reason I am reapplying for the telephone service representative position, is because I enjoyed working at The Company Store. I exceled at my assigned tasks, and made friends with my co-workers. I now live with my girlfriend, and have a stable form of transportation. My customer service skills are exemplory, and my work ethic has proven to prosper since last working for TCS. I hope that this letter will achieve the goal of redemption for my past mistakes.


Aaron Williams"

UGH, AHH, BLAH....I feel as if Satan has raped me in the ass. Well, I kind of liked it; and most of that is true. So cheers to being rehired for a mundane cubicle job. YAY.

This morning I was supposed to borrow the 'rents van and get some tasks done, but my Mom was busy. So I had to wake to a phone call from the western wisconsin loan service, asking me if I was prepared to pay. I promptly said no. Here is some background:
After a year and a half of continual harassment for my money (which has never existed in copious enough amounts to pay them), I finally had some funds to start paying them 50$ a month and try to get out of default. So, I give them my account number, and my bank routing number, and two months later....THEY HAD TAKEN NOTHING! All because the lady who worked there forgot to enter some numbers correctly.
Now I can't enroll for fall classes, and I am not making proper income to start the 50$ a month program. Though, they have the tenacity to call me up and claim it is my fault. They will get money when I have it I guess. Until then, out of sight, out of mind.
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